Day 213, is my life the story I want?

What's your story line? Are you happy with it so far? If not, what's holding it up? What can you do to change it?

Is my life the story I wanted?
who is writing the words?
am I chaff in the breeze
or grain on the threshing floor?
do I have integrity?
I do not know the ending.
Am I the author, the editor
or the reader? a puppet?
I'm all tangled up in a story line
and there are days where I feel
able and days that I do not.
What Lord, are you up to?

It's all uphill.
As it should be.
I like ease and comfort.
You won't in the end, not in the end.
I love happy endings.
Me too, but wait for it.
Don't make me look like an idiot.
I can't control that, it's up to you...
What happens at the end? Am I okay?
Am I old? Am I loved?
silence
silence
silence
I do love a good story, don't you?
I do.
I do.